aah, confusion!!

why is it that everytime im in class i think have soooo much to write in my 'next' post but when im actually here i cant think of anything. god, blogger's block prolly:P haha oh well..

lets see, this week has been ALOT better than last week:) and thank god for that. hmmm, didnt do much yet. ooh, actually i did:D today saud and i went out killing time and we ended up in front of this ice skating ring and bowling alley. i dragged him with me to see how thier ring actually is and if women are even allowed to skate (like mall of dhahran, only kids??) hehe, it was soooo nice:D i cannnt wait to go there with FUN people. and i repeat FUN! anyways being there made me miss those times we would go ice skating every weekend with nikki (misss youuu girl) she tried rlly hard teaching us but that apparently didnt work out. we even went with samia once and thats was also fun. the best part is falling down and then laughing like crazyy and then trying to stand up and then falling again and then laughing and on..:P hehe, miss those crazy times. which reminds me i need to post about skiing too:D oh welll...

oh well.. didnt really have class today. just sat and talked to the masoud in class and complained:S was pathetic until this friend of mine walked into class an hour late. and it made me go like "*gasp* HOTNESS" hahaha, seriously he looked super hot today. i liked his style and all anyways but whaaaooo, the whole saudi look with thoob adds to it:P and then of course there are those 3 streaks of dyed hair (dyed by his sister, i might add), and the pierced ear:P hahaha, NO i dont obssess over him and stare at him. its just that when i was helping him with one of the assignments i noticed these things. hahaha, oh well.. randomness!

what else? oh, theres this guy i have to stop talking to and i cant get myself to tell him that =\ hes actually a friends friend. well, WAS a friends friend and thats how i got to know him. and now they dont talk so i dont rlly feel right talking to him. thats one thing i dont like about myself. i can NEVER say anything mean on anyone's face. ill sms/email, but cant ever on the phone or in person. for that matter, i cant even say 'NO' to anyone :S i have gotten myself into sooooo many situations where i end up doing stuff i dont want to only cuz i cant say no. let it be going for coffee with some wierd guy or going over to a random persons house to study! oh well, thats just me:P

hmmmm, oh im gonna skip school tom! *yayyyy* hahaha
anyways, time to go spend some time with the tv (he rlly misses me:P) hahaha.
eennjoooyy:D
love to all

cant think of a titlee =P

mannnnn, have i been slacking or WHAT? i have been thinking of updtaing my blog but 1) i havent been getting time with all the midterms and crap. 2) nothing exciting enough to put up here. 3) been too lazy to think of something fun:P

welll, this week was pretty blah
sunday- just one of those stupid regular first-day-of-the-week. well, sort of got into a fight with a friend but it really wasnt a fight. i thought he was mad at me but then all that apparently was a figment of my imagination:P

monday-i think i had an exam that day. ooh, yeah i did! interactive system. went okay.. did something VERYYYY pathetic but then again. thats just me:P hahaha oh, and i was begining to think it was already thursday:( but it wasnt even CLOSE to that

tuesday-had an open book exam with masoud. he still managed to screw all of us up. god, that guyyyy needs to go kill himself sometime VERY soon.

wednesday- had another exam. was pathetic got done in 5 mins and then i just sat and looked at people in my class for about 15 mins. dang it, we need more hot guys:P

thursday-YAYYYY!! finallly, TGIH? haha, doesnt make sense but you get the point dont you?? i had ANOTHER/LAST exam that day. it was java. screwed up SOOOO badly. you know im starting to believe.. back in the day, either some really dumb guy (abbas? tehmoore?) OR the girls in my caclulus class(*gasp* fatima? bushra? y-y?) put a curse on me:P and it prolly was something like.. 'once she fails one test, she wont pass AT ALL after that' hahaha, i swear to god:P after that freaking masoud test i failed, im struggling quite honestly:P hahah, lets just hope i manage to survive or else id be left with no other option than dropping out of college and running away to the bahamas with.... dammit, i need someone to run with! *sigh* oh welll, enough of college. sooooo, when we were finalllly done with classes and all we decided to go for sheesha!

sheesha- it needs its own paragraph and special font:P hahaha oh well..it was hilarious! to we ran into our university president at the cafe we went and he was also sitting there and having sheesha:P we OBVIOUSLY didnt wanna smoke in front of him:S haha, was soo funny. then, we didnt get the couches we wanted to sit on:(. but this eygption guy who was hitting on sameera (*wink*) got us a nice place to sit:D we sat and waited for our sheeshas while we watched some arabic songs on tv:P oh welll, may and i ordered sweet melon and saud ordered cocktail. hahaha, and i think may and i have developed a habit of NOT liking our sheeshas and hoggin the persons who takes us there:P saud was nice enough to let us get hooked onto the cocktail:P hahaha, you are the best:D oh well, the only thing was sameera made me feel soo bad:P hahaha, she doesnt smoke and niether does she plan on trying! oye sammy stop making us feel bad/awara:P oooooooooohhh, and you know what the funniest thing is?? if you have some sheesha and then drink some diet pepsi it tastes all spicyy! hahaha, spicy diet pepsi:P

oh welll, the bus ride back was fiine too until mayatee got upset. now, thats one person i NEVER want to see cry/upset. its soo hard:( i swear to god, shes one person who makes me think life IS fun. and its not the big things in life that can make some smile/laugh, its the stupid lil things :)

oh well, this was my week:P take careee

love to aaalllll

fear of...

howdyyy!! hehe, this is gonna be fun for all the evil people out there who like scaring the living crap out of me:P so here goes a list of my fears..

-dark- theres NO way i can sleep in a room without a nightlight!! (note to my to-be-husband: you BETTER be okay with the whole nightlight thing or else im gonna push you down the stairs:P)
-heights- make me dizzy:S the only time i have actually survived the height is while skiing down the BIG hill:P
-anything that has more than two legs and moves- YES! that includes all insects/animals (even the cute ones:P) hehe, annd all animals with exactly TWO legs too:P hehehe
-people yelling at me- i just dont like it when people yell at me. PERIOD. makes me cry. btw, all of the above can manage to make me cry:P
-scary movies- no matter how corny they are, i just can NOT watch them.
-big black guys in downtown philadelphia- im not a racist but they just scare me. i feel like they are gonna smack me:P
-CRAZY roller coasters- yes, i have been on most of them but they sure were scary!!
-deep waters- well, i DID but considering the fact that i cross a bridge over the gulf sea EVERY SINGLE day (twice, i might add), i feel like i have gotten over it:P
-masoud- yes, that freaking guy scares me to death. id rather go kill myself than skip his class:P hahaha

thats it i guess. i mean i certainly hope this is it:P hahaha
and yes, i PUBLICLY admit that i AM a chicken:P and theres nothing YOU or anyone can do abt it:P hahaha. oh and hodhod says im a cute chicken:P (hahah, no im NOT full of myself)

love to all my readers
byebyeee

one of those regulars...

man, i was actually excited about putting something fun here. but my blogs already gettng boring and its been what? 3 and a half days (like may would say)? hahaha

oh well, ill try to make it fella!

soo, thursday! you know what the worst feeling is? waking up to go for university and the WHOLE house is asleep cuz technically its the weekend in saudi. and sinceee i freaking have to cross borders i get stuck waking up early and going thru the whole 'cant-be-bothered' stage. (run-on sentence? mrs marcos is gonna be rllly upset with me:P) hehe, anyways so i had two tests todayyy and i dont know whats wrong with me. i cant be bothered for anything other than masoud. i did not study atttt all for either of them. actually i did, i read the first page of my java notes and tried figuring something out until i slept on them(literallyy) and woke up by the *crunch* of it:P hahahaha thankfully, we didnt have that test today. but even if we did, i had a back-up plan..FATIN! *wink* haha. my other test was fiiine. i finished an hour long test in 15 mins. kidna got me worried there but then i was like 'aaah, i dont care:P' and just left the class.

oh well, i was thinking of getting my haircut today during my break but then mayate insisted that i get it cut with her after we get done. i was sort of worried since she is all about WHACKO hairstyles but she promised me she wont say a word to me at the parlour:P hhahaha (i loooove you:P) except maybe convince me to get a fringe. hahaha. which reminds meeee, my hair is oh-so-super long these days. i have never had them this long ever! i was always one of those girls who ALWAYS had short hair and convinced most of the girls around me to cut thiers short too since it looks sooo much better, feels better, easier to handle and blah blah. (god, whats with me and looooooong senteces today?:P) i think ill miss them:P which reminds me, ill try to put a 'before-after' picture up here (like someone asked me to:P)

and OHMIGOD!! today is saima bajis dholki!! i cant believe im going to my best friends dholki and SHE is not gonna be there! :'( its gonnna suckk i sweeaaarr!! i neverr thought this would ever happen. i remember back in the day we used to plan how we are gonna do 'this and that' for her sisters dholki/shadi and all. i remember i went to this one dholki once with her and it was soooooooooo much fun dancing with her (hey, both of us are VERY straight:P haha)!! and everyone was like "ager sarah-yasmin nahi hotey tho dholki per ronaq nahi hoti" (hahaha, ill try to translate it:P 'if sarah and yasmin wouldnt have been here at the dholki it wouldnt have been fun' doesnt sound too right but thats the best i can do now:P) *sigh* i miss you yasmin! i certainly hope no one asks me to dance today. its gonna be soo wierd! :S heyyy, which reminds me, abeer ill prolly get to see your mom and amna tonight!! *yyaaaayyyyyyy* i swear to god, i want my daughter to be as girlie as she is. soooooooo cute!! mashallahh:D

i guess this is it for now. ill write more about my haircut and the dholki in the next one

gotta go to class now:P

arrivederci.. which btw means byebye in italian:P haha, i know a lil bit of italian from the pinocchio musical we did back in the day:P haha

me + my friends = cRRazziness

yayy! i love people who comment:D hahaha

sooo, today i thought id write a lil about my friends and the crazy/fun times i have spent with them. sucks how im most of them arent here with me:( i misssss them!! anyways, enough of that:P haha, here it is..


mayy- aaah, juuustt waaayyyyy too many to put them here. but i'd like to stick with the offering ice cream to RANDOM guys in front of msc donalds:P hahahaha (i miss those times)
hadeel- tryiinng on wedddinng dressesss:P hahaha
affifa(a.k.a my partner in crime) - craving diet pepsi at times when we were NOT allowed to be out of rooms and actually making the effort to go down to the vending machines. not only that, getting caught by the security guards there and wishing him a good night in return of the 'GIRLS, WHAT YOU DOING HERE AT THIS TIME??'
sadaf- night-walking barefoot to a different building the nightt before graduation! (i wonderrrrrr if we would have been suspended(?) expelled(?) if we had gotten caught.. :P)
fatima- hehehe, too innocent of a girl to do something crazy (A)
abeer- it has GOTTT to be the meena bazar:P
hira- dumping **n*n (hahahaha, remember THAT??)
yasmin- having a not-so-innocent conversation with a freak at 1 in the morning (i know it still haunts you yasmin:P and hey, hira was there too)
maryam- hehehe, the 'education' sessions
fatin- breakfast walking to class? hehehe:P
dania- throwing popcorn on guys at the beach:P haha
haris- my 10 years with you in school were suupperr crazyy and dont worry i wont elaborate:P
tehmoore- 8th grade history classes!!
abbas- refer to tehmoores:P
saad- out on new years and smuggling me in those places:P (was soooooooo much fun)
jaffer- those trips to halal chinese (Os Place:P)
saud- you are tooo good to do anything crazy:P hehe but hey, thanks for the milkshake today:D
sameeraa-those jumpy/bumpy bus rides have been crazy along with that one time at moroccan cafe after which u smelled like grapes. or was it strawberry?:P
zainab- locking the keys of the car INSIDE the car at a mall which was an hour away from mason!!
manal- discussing 'girl' problems which YOU are free of:P hahaha
kathy- running out of gas at around 2 a.m. and then walking about 2 kms for gas and then FINALLY giving up and getting a ride from the police (hahaha, my first and hopefully the last time in a car with a policeman. unless ofcourse, hes hotttt:P)
THE loser- *yawn* starbucks?:P
asna/ahmed/fahad- the day tha damn rain ruined ALL our plans and we ended up *aheem* in the lawn:P (hey, we realllyy wanted to slide down from ahmed's NEW car. acha, shut up!! we DID NOT:P)
farah mami- (yeah, i know shes a mami, but more like a frrriiend to me:P) hahaha, got veryyyy close to asking a guy out:P (hey, his name was shahrukh and he looked like salman khan)


you know what i realized while writing this? it is realllllllyy hard writing ONLY one thing for each. there are lots of times i have had crazy moments with each of them, but ill just tried to sticking to one:P

i tried to put everyone up here. hope i dont get clawed for not putting the names up of people i forgot (??) hehe, i think i love you anyways:D

anyways, latttterrr gator:P

oh, i feel like a gatorade now hehe:P hey, stop reading and bye! but dont forget to comment(A)

the week of midterms =S

okayyy, so i have finally figured out how to add posts. and hey, for beginners its not easy to figure your way around. its confusing!! the designer of this website did NOT keep usability goals in his/her whatsoever! [i wonder if i can get kicked out of this website for this:P] eh, maybe its only cuz of the interactive designing class i have this semester. *sigh*

aaah, this semester is SOOOOO crazy! i guess i just have rlly hard subjects. i cant even skip anymore. can YOU imagine?? hahaha! oh well, sooo midterms! im not so sure if i should be depressed or laughing (like i am right now) about my first one. it was control systems *pukes* with masoud! *pukes ALL the intestines out* and yeah, i failed! i got 48.75% and id like to consider it a 49:P hahaha, its actually the first time EVER i have failed :\ and when i got my midterm back today i burst out laughing in class. actually, come to think of it, i think i failed a physics test too back in 12th grade. eh, im not sure. hahahaha its funny but when i think about a D on my transcripts (i know i wont get an F for sure, cuz the prof says he gives a D if you only just show up in class/exams. or else im sure i would have managed to pull an F) it freaks me out. i dont even have a C in college yet. my lowest was a B+ that too in calculus when i was in states (with a freaking chinese prodessor who called me 'sella')

heyyy, you know what i just realized? i liiiiiiiiikke this. i can complain all i want and theres NO ONE to actually stop me or give me those looks:P hahaha *jumps around* now i know where allll my complaints are gonna go. hahaha. oh, this reminds of another thing that pisses the people i talk to off. SHOAIB MALIK! hahahaha, yayyy! i get to write about him too:D haha. and hey those of you reading this and making a face KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE! he HAS been playing welllll for a while now. 69 in the first innings *muaah* hahaha. *sigh* i want him =(

oh, gotta run. have to study for networking tom. i oh-so-badly hope i pass:P btw, its with the same crappy ass professor who failed me.

yalla, byee

p.s. a fewww surprised comments are making me add this to my post. first of all i DID study for the exammm!!! it was just wayyyyy toooo freaking hard. and then, the highest score was a 55. yeah, NO ONE passed! hahaha *phew* i feel better about myself now:P

beginning of the blogs =P

okay, so i have finally gotten myself to join one of these blog things. thanks to may, abeer, zohaib, maha ( i knw you dont know me:P) and whose ever blogs i have read. to begin with, lets get a few things straight
-if you think you are gonna come here and read some high quality work, then..errr, this might not be the place for you:P i am a VERY random person and i am gonna write as my brain thinks. lots of crap, lots of repitition, and no sequence whatsoever. but then again, im sure my friends would enjoy it (they betttter, got no choice:P) hahaha
-i probably wont be too regular with this, but hey, ill tryy!
-this is esplly for my friends who are at all the different ends of the world. miss you guys TONS. but it doesnt mean its NOT for my friends here:P i love you guys:P

anyways, so hows that for an introduction?:) oh, and the pinkish/purplish color is just for the heck of it:P